Get on da; CHOPPA'!

well tonight was a load of fun fun fun :D, we (lauren, aly and i) went to Erin's soccer game, unfortunately, her team lost, but she kicked some butt out there, wooo buddy!! but yeah, i got stuck on pain medication for my leg, its like an energy drink, i still can't sleep, joy!! soo yeah im bored now, nothin to do, and yeah, tommorrow/today is gonna be fun :D, missen people, but hey what can ya do about it? oh and we watched princess BRIDE, its prolly the weirdest movie i've ever seen, not really but it was out there, i think the producer was on something. well thats all, night world and God Bless!!! :D

Did you feel the mountains tremble

Well last week wasn't pretty at all, a lot of things happen, and well lets say, brian wasnt a happy camper at all. And finally things have changed pace, im really happy, and i feel closer to God than ever :D.

Here's an easy way to put it.

Last Week-
Well, somewhere in this darkness, there’s a light that I can’t find
Well, maybe its to far away, maybe I’m just blind
Maybe I’m just blind,


Now-
Open up the doors and let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your peace
Dancers who dance upon injustice

Basically a complete U-turn. Tomorrow's gonna be interesting...finding a parking spot, but hey i cant be to angry about it...i feel like i should be in college, im so ready to go, and just be done. this means i basically wanna grow up, and know what i wanna do. Sound engineer for now, but i hate math...Irony sucks...then maybe move to the NSA i dunno. well i gotta go finish my homework...Night.

I love this song...

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be a close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
'Son fear is the heart of love'
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes...
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

yeah, this song is pretty much one of my favorites...its gonna take a while for me to be "up" again...

always blog when you're blue...

well i'll start with the happiness :D, I went to the youth kick off i had a blast. they kept us soo busy that i actually got tired... and thats kinda hard to do now a days. And we won our lacrosse game :D. I'll go into detail more about the weekend later this week, when im not so depressed...And well tonight it hit me...some things im not gonna mention, but i will mention that-it hit me tonight, that it's a high possibilty that i wont be able to reach my goals in life, yeah God has better plans but im soo stressed right now that everything is a blur...I wish i could tell a person all of my problems right now, but i can't because i just can't... well night.


P.S. Sorry people i trust most. :[