I havent updated in a while

So i decided that i should, anyways, tonight was fun, rasseld on a moon bounce, threw a glow in the dark football, and hung jacobs ladder that no one used, but yea, im doin a lot better than i did when i last updated, the past weekend was a lot of fun and im hoping this weekend will be even more fun :D, i got my class ring and lemme tell ya, its huge, i love it :D, well i can't really think of anything else to say, cept im gonna leave a reminder that i have to get to church early on Sunday, im playin :D, hopefully lead :D, but yeah

Brian Out

UGHhh

I know some of you are anticipating my updates, well i havent updated, because right now im not in too good of a mood, lets just start with, fall lax is over and i only played 2 games.....spent a lot of money on gear, freakin leg....

Quick update

so this weekend has gone pretty good, could be better, but yeah. Dr. Prat is da bomb. He has great views about Heaven and the Earth, and yeah, i need prayer for some aynonomous things.

The Widow

THE MARS VOLTA

"The Widow"

He's got fasting black lungs

Made of clove splintered shardes

They're the kind that will talk

Through a weezing of coughs

And I hear him every night

In every pore

And every time he just makes me warm

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Must I hide?

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone

Look at how they flock to him

From an isle of open sores

He knows that the taste is such

Such to die for

And I hear him every night

On every street

The scales that do slither

Deliver me from…

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone

Oh lord

Said I'm bloodshot for sure

Pale runs the ghost

Swollen on the shore

Everynight in every pore

The scales that do slither

Deliver me from…

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Then I'll hide

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone

Freeze without an answer

Free from all the shame

Let me die

Cause I'll never

Never sleep alone

Though they may not be Christian lyrics, Omar is a lyrical genius

IM a busy lil bumble bee

So yeah that past two weeks have been great since ive been off of work and just realaxing. But since the beggining of this week, i needed thae days off, its only tuesday and im worn out, i had to do a 9 page summative assessment, which kept me up till 1 this morning, it was funny thought, because my mom walked in and was all like what are you doin up? and yeah didnt get in trouble.
And well this past weekend was great, i got to hang out with my friends and all. Friday was fun in the fact that Justin and i Dressed up and supported Erin. LOL, i think we embarassed her just a lil' bit. Saturday was just plain hang out day, it was fun, fun fun :D. Sunday went pretty well too.
Ill type mroe when i feel like im not writing another freaking assessment....God Bless All :D

4th Shut down say what?!!?

Yeah, thats right another game that leads rockbridge 3-0, today was pretty good, it went by fast, and i anticipated to go to Erin's game, where her and her team rocked the socks off of southern Maryland.Go Erin, yeah she didnt hit anyone down, but oh well. yeah that was pretty much the highlight of my day.

and as i promised a scripture. :D

Galatians 5:14-25:14 For the entire law is fulfilled in keeping this one command: "Love your neighbor as yourself."15 If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other.
16 So I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17 For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.
19 The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.


Yeah some of this may seem harsh, but its true. I mainly put this in because it talks about the war inside us. Lately my sinful nature has gotten more of a hold of me than i like, so now i am retaliating. also i pointed out this scripture because it tells us how we should live our lives...and if you ever go astray, jsut pray (heh that rhymed) I dunno i don't have a big teaching on this passage like i usually have teaching on passages. But for some reason I felt that God wanted me to put it on here, so i did.

God Bless :D

Sooo0oo0oo

Today was great,i told her i don't think i've ever been scared like that in my whole entire life. But it all turned out good :D. I dont have to go to school in the AM, so hit up the cellular, and all yeah. Im gonna go read my Bible, and ill have a verse for everyone next time. Promise :D


God Bless

today/yesterday was fun :D

soo yeah today was fun. i hung out with the cooks and the waynes and justin all day, we went to panera bread visited allen and stayed for like an hour, then to the mall then to pick allen back up. it wasnt very eventful but still fun. We also watched the lion king, thats def. a classic :D

so i wanted to tell her today....but i couldnt :[, hopefully tomorrow :D

God Bless, see everyone at church :D

i like this song

Take my heart, I Lay it down
At the feet of you whose crowned
Take my life, I’m letting go
I lift it upto You who’s throned

And I will worship You, Lord
Only You, Lord
And I will bow down before You
Only You Lord

Take my fret, take my fear
All I have, I’m leaving here
Be all my hopes, be all my dreams
You're my delights, be my everything

And It’s just you and me here now
Only you and me here now

You should see the view
When it’s only You

well today went a lot better than the past few have, the drugs are starting to catch up to me and i cant think. Also Erin did awesome in her game, she made sure the score was 5-0 GO ERIN :D

Well

Today went a lot better, i saw all my friends, basically what i needed
THANKS GUYS :D

IM sorry Erin :[

God Bless

A special post just for Erin :D

I'm soo sorry, html isn't my friend, you were seriously the first person i added. But dont ever, ever think i hate you. You're my bestest best best friend( thats a girl :P), and i think highly of you so you better think highly of yourself. :D. Don't think i hate you or are mad at you because, ill never hate you and if i do get mad at you ill tell you. IM REALLY REALLY SORRY, now i feel all bad :'[



Love ya Erin, and God Bless all

eh

today was a little bit better, but i think thats only because i was busy

work sucked
my leg feels like its goin to fall off
looking forward to a brighter day :D

God Bless

feeeling about -360 deg.

yeah, i feel like im going in circles, today was a crappy day, tomorrow will prolly be the same, and the day after....i need to talk to someone, but i can't due to busy life schedules...Also my insecurities are goin' crazy right now so if i ask you a bazillion and 1 questions please don't hate me....
I feel

• like utter crap
• useless
• invisible
• ready to get out of highschool

• ready to live on my own
• a faliure to God and everyone else...
  
• not ready for tomorrow, or the next day, or the next
• like a coward
• like a craooy friend
  
• like a butthole towards everyone
• not like a leader...
  
• alone...

Im lacking vulgar language, it would put emphasis on how i feel, but its inappropriate.
Pray for me please
God Bless
....help...

Psalm 130

From the depths of despair, O LORD,
I call for your help,
Hear my cry, O LORD.
Pay attention to my prayer.

LORD, if you kept a record of our sins,
whom O LORD, could ever survive?
But you offer forgiveness,
that we might learn to fear you.

I am counting on the LORD;
yes, I am counting on him.
I have put my hope in his word.
I long for the LOrd
more than sentries long for the dawn,
yes, more than sentries long for the dawn.

O Israelm hope in the LORD;
for with the LORD there is unfailing love
and an overflowing supply of salvation.
He himself will free Israel
from every kind of sin.


This past week has been a hard one for me, i have said some retarted things, and have sinned like no other. I have also hurt, a not so pleasent hurt, physically, mentally and spiritually...I looked at this verse and it just made my day. Thanks for everyone for being my friends :D
(expect this passage to be a modern song soon.)