yeah, i feel like im going in circles, today was a crappy day, tomorrow will prolly be the same, and the day after....i need to talk to someone, but i can't due to busy life schedules...Also my insecurities are goin' crazy right now so if i ask you a bazillion and 1 questions please don't hate me....
I feel
- like utter crap
- useless
- invisible
- ready to get out of highschool
- ready to live on my own
- a faliure to God and everyone else...
- not ready for tomorrow, or the next day, or the next
- like a coward
- like a craooy friend
- like a butthole towards everyone
- not like a leader...
- alone...
Im lacking vulgar language, it would put emphasis on how i feel, but its inappropriate.
Pray for me please
God Bless
....help...
6 comments:
Your not alone!!! You have you really weird-soon-to-be-in-laws!
I'm always praying for you Dr. B.!!
hope life starts treating you better!!!!
As much as I hate to say this, it's really nice to know I'm not the only one feeling like that. Anyways Brian you're an AWESOME friend!!!! You have to be. You entered my inner circle pretty fast. Plus you're always there when I need to talk.:)
Brian you are going to make me cry! Cheer up buddy! Take life one day at a time. Do not worry about if you are going to fail people trust God to use you to be what they need, you answer to God not man. Trust in His strength not your own. You will fail everytime if you are trusting on your own strength. I am a living testament of that. About you wanting to grow up faster, use every moment you have now to prepare your future. I will be praying for you to find peace.
so today i sang a song. it was supposed to be "you are the sunshine of my life" but the copier was stupid so the title read: "you are the su_shi__ of my life".
b-man, you will always be the sushi of my life!
xoxo
All I can say right now is Pray! Everyone is an important part to this body and if you where to be missing, we'd all be going crazy. I'm sure if you just were to ask around you would see how much of a difference you make and how important you are to this family. Brian, you a great friend even when times are ruff, you seem to crack a smile form anyone. Just give it all into His hands and He will help you along the way.
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